I'm baaaaaack, soliciting advice (with caveats)

Thank goodness. If you want full details of really know-nothing doctors you can check it out on fucking_docs .

For how I'm feeling, read on! I am doing ok, still seizing or pseudo-seizing or NESeizing wtf you want to call it technically.

( tw: description of seizure experience, fuckin' docs, diagnoses, hospitals/medical stuff, epilepsy, not-epilepsy )

Here is what is helpful:

• good thoughts, hugs
• information on seizure service dogs (I know there was someone who had some info but I've lost the email)
• information on weird types of seizures
• rec's for good places to go for weird seizure disorders in the mid-Atlantic Region (near NoVa ideally) AND/OR places to fucking avoid
• coping tips for seizures
• people who might be good resources for sharing their own experiences with seizure stuff (but please, ask them first)
• info on: Lyme and Seizures; POTS and Seizures (feel free to give me targeted internet search results here!)

Here is what is not helpful

• horror stories
• anything to do with how you think it probably is a conversion disorder/pseudo-seizure/etc. Just don't want to hear it. Sorry! Not enough ticky boxes have been crossed off for me to cross that bridge.
• advice/info not listed in the "helpful" section. It might actually be helpful, what you are thinking, but I only have about a teaspoon of cope right now and it is taken up by having had 10 "episodes" in an hour earlier. So please stick to the list. Thanks!