I'm not dead yet (tw scary medical stuff don't read if you're lacking spoons)

 I have gone from someone with way too many diagnoses but who'd never had a seizure into the rabbit hole of hospitals and tests to find out whyI suddenly had atypical seizures in a row. Am in fact still having the odd one so plz nothing flashy or bright. I had an ambulance ride in which I felt like a silly waste of public funds...until we got here and anyway the whole thing is mysterious enough that I have been admitted to the hospital. For now email is the best way to reach me (this username at gmail dot com).

good thoughts much much appreciated <3